Saturday, 4 May 2013

Disgrace

It's official. I am 125 lbs of pure disgusting fat. I am awful, a waste of too much space with no redeeming qualities. I will starve. I need too. Every part of me is appalling and terrible. To get rid of it is all i want. Can someone please just take it away. That would be heaven. But i don't deserve that. I am not worth it. I deserve the pain and disgrace of starvation. That is all that shall belong to me. Forever and always. Dear Ana, take me under your wing again and treat me as your slave. I shall follow you until my end. Until I am small and tiny and perfect and worth your attention. Until that day I will strive for perfection.
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